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Leaving It Behind
01:31
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We all see ghosts
Upon these empty roads
The violet glow in the dark
We all see ghosts
Upon these empty roads
The violet glow in the dark
-All dreams will die in this goddamn town
So you say you got it wrong way around
And-
All dreams will die in this goddamn town
So you say you got it wrong way around
And-
We all see ghosts
Upon these empty roads
The violet glow in the dark
(All dreams will die in this goddamn town
So you say you got it wrong way around
And-)
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Heaven Seem So Far
01:48
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I wrote you a letter you'll never read
A letter you'll never read
I wrote you a letter you'll never read
A letter you'll never read
I never meant a thing
Writing letters sending notes on my phone screen
Only text me when you finally lonely
You got people who been willing to hold you
I got people say they hate that they know me
I been penning what I feel in my soul
Try and show you but I keep getting scolded
Show the world how the message has grown
And all my records going gold
And I fell in love with a bitch so fake
Hit from the joint then we dislocate
This was a choice that I did not make
This is all my fault written on your face
I don't care for the lies or the truth that you tell me
We're toxic so unhealthy
You never held me and
Never was a friend
At this point I forgot what I sent for real
I wrote you a letter you'll never read
A letter you'll never read
I never meant a thing
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It's Okay
02:54
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We fell through white sheets
Tears on your face they fell on me
But I feel your warmth pounding through me
with every heart beat
you’re surrounding me, you got me drowning here
In those deep blue eyes, but I see anxiety
Don’t be scared
Angel wings grew back you’re free
All those scars will heal, the knifes turned dull, yeah baby there’s no need
To go back to red nights and dark days
It's over, its ok
Yeah I’m here and I’ll stay
Your hands on my spine
Got your lips on mine
I see your eyes they’re filled with light
You complete my life
The first time I feel like
Heaven is right here beside us
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god damn, quick sand
pulling me deeper into my endless thoughts
god damn, quick sand
pulling me deeper into my endless thoughts
insecure, out of words
writing the same songs in many different ways but they're the same
why can't i change?
why do i feel this way?
i don't wanna be here
we are not the same at all
we are not the same at all
we don't think the same
we're on different planes
you are flying high, i am crashing down
i am scared help me now
hit the ground, i am done
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Scared 生活のために
02:40
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i've been scared all my life
i've been scared all my life
tell me that i won't die
i've been scared all my life
tell me that i won't die
tell me that i'm okay
i've been wasting my time
wandering in my mind
i'm not who i was
all out of my luck
god damn it i'm stuck
i don't where i should go from here
i've been scared all my life
i've been hiding inside
i don't show you my face
this is my safe place
Inside, inside...
and i know i can't hideaway forever
i know that, so don't look at me that way
i know that i'm hurting me
but i'm scared to see the world
i am scared to live my life
i am scared of everything that's not here
i am scared...
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6. |
Nineteen
02:22
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[???]
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7. |
Missed Call
04:29
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Please don't call unless you have to
Say I'll be fine but no one asked you
I give a fuck about your point of view
Blinds closed, decompose, I'm a statue
Discontent with chasing shadows
So hang my future from the gallows
You always think you know what's best for me
But if I disappeared tomorrow, would I still feel fucking helpless?
If I disappeared tomorrow, would you even fucking notice?
Please don't call unless you have to
Say I'll be fine but no one asked you
I give a fuck about your point of view
Blinds closed, decompose, I'm a statue
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Don't miss me
02:41
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Someday, someday, you'll feel it
Someday, someday, I know you'll feel it
Would you care if I died today?
I feel it inside of me
Would you cry at my funeral?
I think about it on a usual
I don't say it for the fame
I don't say it for the clout, no
This shit ain't a game
I could go any day now
I know it's selfish
No way they're right
You'll have to go through what
I go through every night
My head needs a rest
I think it's for the best, yeah
Blood on my bedroom wall
I just wanna end it all
Who would even know anyway
You won't move on in a day
Think I've lost
All this time I thought I could change it all
But it ain't worth that
I was wrong
There's always something I do
That makes it all more true
Someday I'll have to leave you
I hope you don't miss me too
There's always something I do
That makes it all more true
Someday I'll have to leave you
I hope you don't miss me too
(Someday, someday, you'll feel it
Someday, someday, I know you'll feel it)
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9. |
Burning Off Emotions
02:39
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Do these words hurt to hear?
I selfishly keep you near
I drown my thoughts in a fifth
80 MP/H off a bridge now
I spent two weeks sick, ow
Withdrawals break my head down
Fighting my own way out
I don’t know what to do
I’ve learned that love isn’t true
Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up, think I took too much
Any minute you can slip up
Lie and say you didn’t
You might switch up
Yeah, I’m nervous 'cause I’ve lived it
Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up, think I took too much
Aye, yeah, think I took too much
Aye, yeah, think I took too much
Aye, damn, think I took too much
Aye, god damn, think I took too much
Aye, yeah, think I took too much
Aye, yeah, think I took too much
Aye, damn, think I took too much
Aye, god damn, think I took too much
I don’t know what to do
I’ve learned that love isn’t true
Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up, think I took too much
Any minute you can slip up
Lie and say you didn’t
You might switch up
Yeah, I’m nervous 'cause I’ve lived it
Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up, think I took too much
Aye, god damn (I might throw up, think I took too much)
Aye, god damn (I might throw up, think I took too much)
Aye, god damn (I might throw up, think I took too much)
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On The Wall
02:26
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She said if you wanna come back
I’ll welcome you with open arms
It’s just that I don’t really love you
I just hate when you depart
Is it selfish that I think of you when I look up at the stars?
Maybe if you were somebody else
Then we wouldn’t be this far, away
(I wish I was somebody else
Someone who knew how you felt
I'm sorry I’ll be gone so soon
But you don’t have to worry)
You said you hold me back
But I dont really care at all
I'd walk a thousand miles
Just so you’re not alone
I wish that things were different
You could bе my home
I love you more than lifе
It’s written on the wall
You said you hold me back
But I dont really care at all
I'd walk a thousand miles
Just so you’re not alone
I wish that things were different
You could be my home
I love you more than life
It’s written on the wall
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11. |
Carelessness
02:53
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I think my feelings are gone forever
I don't think I'll ever get it together
I don't even miss you anymore
I can't find anything worth living for
I can't remember if I ever cared
I can't remember, will I ever care
Will I ever care
Can I even care
Break me, break me outta here
Take away all of my fears
Show me, make it fuckin' clear
Tell me, tell me why I'm here
Will I ever even care
Can I ever even care
Will I ever even care
Take away my fears
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By the water
02:43
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You said my eyes looked pretty
And wiped the tears from my face
You told me that you're leaving
But it'll all be okay
And I was never the same
You didn't have to go
Why'd you leave me alone
I bet you're sick of playing innocent
Aren't you?
You were happy tearing ligaments
Weren't you?
I was always the participant
For you to see just how bad it gets
And really baby you're a monster
And when I saw you by the water
I should've known I was a goner
But I took everything you offered
(You were on me fucking every night
Sweating through the signs
You look so good in white
We do this every time
Let me go
I'll see you after I die
The last light
Will fucking let me know
I wasted my whole life)
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It's All the Same
02:09
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Feel the weight in my age, should I drink the wheels right here
When the rage has all lifted, I'll still use hate to block my fears
I found religion in places it shouldn't be
And I found beauty in faces I shouldn't see
Found myself clinging to people I didn't need
Found out I'd only be happy in my dreams
Look at the stars, watching them die
Special perspective of my life
Smoke in the sky at midnight
Drifting out like high tide
Wondering when's the highlight of my lowlife
When someone dies, I get tongue tied
Because my mind just holds on tight
To the thought that every night
Might be my last, wasn't built to last
And the years go slow but the days go fast
And I can't move past the simple fact
That the end won't wait, even if you pray
Even if you cry, even if you beg
We are all the same, in the way we hate
The way we love, at the end of the day
We're all the... same
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14. |
Handle (Remake)
02:53
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I can't handle heartbreak but i got...
I can't handle heartbreak but i got my handle of hennessy
My handle of hennessy
My handle of hennessy
My handle of hennessy
My handle of hennessy
I can't handle heartbreak but i got my handle of hennessy
My handle of hennessy (Im saying so long... saying so long...)
So long
You dont know whatchu do
You dont know whatchu do
You're a tourist in everybody's life but your own
And i can't handle that but i got my handle hennessy
I can't handle heartbreak
My handle of hennessy
I can't handle heartbreak
I can't handle heartbreak
I can't handle heartbreak
Oh, i can't handle heart-
I can't handle heartbreak but i got my handle of hennessy
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Us
04:16
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She'd take the world off my shoulders
If it was ever hard to move
She'd turn the rain to a rainbow
When I was living in the blue
Why then, if she is so perfect
Do I still wish that it was you?
Perfect don't mean that it's working
So what can I do? (Ooh)
When you're out of sight
In my mind
'Cause sometimes I look in her eyes
And that's where I find a glimpse of us
And I try to fall for her touch
But I'm thinking of the way it was
Said I'm fine and said I moved on
I'm only here passing time in her arms
Hoping I'll find
A glimpse of us
'Cause sometimes I look in her eyes
And that's where I find a glimpse of us
And I try to fall for her touch
But I'm thinking of the way it was
Said I'm fine and said I moved on
I'm only here passing time in her arms
Hoping I'll find
A glimpse of us
Ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
'Cause sometimes I look in her eyes
And that's where I find a glimpse of us
And I try to fall for her touch
But I'm thinking of the way it was
Said I'm fine and said I moved on
I'm only here passing time in her arms
Hoping I'll find
A glimpse of us
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Goodbyes
01:52
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"I think that, you know and, but when I go in there I have, my philosophy is there is two basic kinds of, there's there's different kinds of records, One is there are people who make records that sound like other people's records, and there's other people who make records that people want to sound like and that's the fuckin' record I'm gonna make you know like, like, I, I know it may sell less, it may sell less, but it's going to mean more, and that's more important to me, like, the money thing is always the most boring part of everything, um, and I'd much rather, I find much more interesting and engaging to be a part of a community where money is not, money and contracts are not the topics of conversation, that's what happened to music
Now I see music, If you make music, if in other words, like if, like if people lose their incentive to make music, because they're not making money off of it, they're not musicians, they're business people"
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