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Me
02:53
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You
02:43
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Cold Night
01:55
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icy heart
cold as snow
i'm seeking warmth
but end up froze
they say that they love me
but i think they misspoke
i need to calm down
so could you leave me alone?
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Silent Heart
03:32
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The silent hearts, they fall apart
And I wonder
That if the world falls, will it be the end of it all?
And the throes of heart, I'm spazzing
I feel my skin begin to ride
Ripping me away, from everything I love
In the world that never was
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Impermanence
02:26
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heavenly,
i hope you don't mind
formality apology,
i guess it never hurt you to lie
when you took that from me
i felt nothing
shaking aside
butchered up the rosary,
i prayed i could die
but you wanted to
i said i'd be good for you
shut my mouth for you
and prayed it'd be over soon
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Interlude #1
02:05
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Torment
04:03
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Baby the time is imminent
Pick up a pack and I'm rippin' it
Dope out the bag, I’m filling it
Grippin' that razor, I’m flippin' it
Filling my cup now I’m sippin' it
Some days are hard, we livin' it
Nightmares are real when you live in it
Death is the last thing I’m givin' in
Unsolved, resolve
Don't come any closer
I'm no good
[?]
I reside on the side, life and death combined
Shit going right though I gotta comply
Everything straight, even money is high
Never really thought that I’d be alright
No one here would help me, Imma stay back
I’m myself from my head to the track
Lost a couple people and I ain't tryna get 'em back
We all change one day know that
Last time I saw your face (?)
All I need know that
Last time I heard your voice and let me know
You don’t want to lie to me
I don’t want to try to see
Where you are baby you were for me
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Solitude
03:01
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Life just leads me to the bottle
Guess im tryina drown my sorrows
Conversations getting hollow
Can we just talk tomorrow
Never knowing why I feel like that
Guess I'm better in a body bag
Rigor mortis were just stuck like that
With your words constricting round my neck
And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting
And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting
And I'm trying just to sober up
And I hope You feel I do enough
I'm loving you that's all I ever do
Just fighting everything in solitude
And I'm trying just to sober up
And I hope You feel I do enough
I'm loving you that's all I ever do
Just fighting everything in solitude
(Theres a hole in my chest
Bleeding veins from my wrist
Just tell me what you need
And I can be that)
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Changeful (Reprise)
03:44
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It's alright to be alone for the moment
But don't let yourself drown in that ocean though
Complacent, so I go through the motions
Some things you can't fix once they're broken
And I love the way
You never change
And I need to learn
To find what I'm worth
Doesn't have to be this way
Living like this every day
Doesn't have to be this way
Baby we can make a change
Doesn't have to be no compromise
Baby look me in the eyes
Doesn't have to be so sad
Baby how'd it get so bad?
Doesn't have to be this way
Living like this every day
Doesn't have to be this way
Baby we can make a change
Doesn't have to be no compromise
Baby look me in the eyes
Doesn't have to be so sad
Baby how'd it get so bad?
And I love the way
You never change
And I need to learn
To find what I'm worth
Doesn't have to be this way
Living like this every day
Doesn't have to be this way
Baby we can make a change
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Separate Lives
05:11
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You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
I can't go on, just holding on to ties
Now that we're living (living) separate lives
Well I have learned to let you go
And if you've lost your love for me
Will you never let it show (never let it show)
There was no way to compromise
There was no way to compromise
There was no way to compromise
There was no way to compromise
So now we're living (living) separate lives
Ooh, it's so typical, love leads to isolation
So you build that wall (build that wall)
Yes, you build that wall (build that wall)
And you make it stronger
Well you have no right to ask me how I feel...
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Interlude #2
04:14
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So it starts when I wake
The slow burning
Of years gone past
A reminder of how nothing ever lasts
And I've been looking through
These photos of you
It's not enough to save me
But enough to distract from how I'm feeling lately
I wonder if you hate me
'Cause we don't talk anymore
Used to sleep on your floor
And I just wish you'd call
And I still remember it all
I still remember it all
You could have picked up your phone
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Necessity
02:04
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love i'm sorry
god knows i tried
i know you see through
the wall in my eyes
it's all i had left
so say what you mean
don't worry about me,
cause it only hurts a bit more through a screen
and i
love
you
so please don't go
cause i never could
turn off my phone,
be perfectly fine tryna sleep on my own
and i
need
you
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Sick
03:21
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can't get it off my mind
why do i even try?
the lights are turning green
and i can't drive away just
highways and vacant streets
3 in the morning and i can't drive away
i know we never talk much
told me that since you left
darling have you forgotten the sound of my name?
all this ash in the air starts to turn every blue into different shades
i'm right back where i started
the feeling so cathartic
love me just to watch you walk away
it's love, it's death, it's toxic
the feeling makes me nauseous
tearing down my hometown brick by brick
cause' the drive home makes me sick
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Sleepless nights I wish you here
Trying to find a peace of mind
Staring at the colorless photos
Holding onto your simple smile
And when we meet again, I hope you’ve waited
To see my face again, just like you left it
A smile from cheek to cheek
I’ve been practicing for some weeks
So when I see you again, your smile would mend
Your smile would mend.
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Day After
02:14
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See You Soon
04:05
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Epilogue
02:28
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28. |
Awake (Removed Track)
02:46
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